When I used to build dreams with my mother. I would talk about the stories I would write. The stories I would actually publish vs the ones that were on my blog. 

I told her I would write a story that is based on real-life experiences, but they would be fictional with the characters who represent each of the main characters in the story. 

The problem with this series of books was that I would have to actually start living in order to write these books. 

I imagined my dream main male character and how he would remind me of someone. How I would use the challenges of self-discovery as a young person to develop into the amazing person who you get to decide along the way who you are. 

My main female character would be a victim and adopted by a very loving couple. My main male character would have a similar background but his road went into addiction and illegal behavior because his parents never really let him fall on his ass. 

She would always face the full consequences of only her actions, and she would understand why she paid penance for the people around her. He would one day accept that he was wrongfully punished and had acted out because he had never really understood he had control over his life until he met her. 

Together they would make both of their dreams come true. They would travel together spreading love and awareness to the world. The family she left behind, would find her and earn their place back in her life. She would always have space for her children. The ones she created or helped raise. 

The pair would find other gods and goddesses around the world and they would gather together and make only magic happen. 

The world would change on the wings of my MC as she learned to fly with her magically grown wings. Because in my story, all forms of magic are possible. 

I just need my project to succeed, my original book to take off, or some type of sponsorship to happen for all of the pieces to fall into place with this particular chapter of my life. 

I am ready for the next chapter. I would really love to start taking what I’ve learned about myself and start writing my second book in my 3-part series. While also making notes for all of my fictional and children’s books which I will create in time.