The fact that most of my writing is anonymous and written under “Auntie M” and my forum has my name using my Pen name, my government name is only known by the individuals who know me in a legal sense. 

It’s not like I planned on having multiple personalities in my life. But I sure as hell embrace it now. I told my therapist how “I think I have multiple personality disorder along with having my umbrella term of being neurodivergent… she asked me to explain… well, I’m a mother, nurse, cheerleader, caregiver, handmaid, housecleaner, artist, advocate, writer, storyteller, daughter, witch, I used to be a granddaughter, and great granddaughter, I used to be a princess, I was an aunt at one time, I guess I’m a really horrible friend, wait a bad house keeper because I can’t do everything or enough to keep the house clean… what is it? And I don’t remember which day is it and if I’m a whore or not…” 

She laughed at me… and said she can tell it’s definitely been something that’s been weighing on my mind for a while and I need to get through it. 

Who knows if I have multiple personalities or if I really am all those things or more. 

I know I’m a trouble maker and I can get into a hell of a lot of trouble if you don’t simply talk to me after you say something and get me triggered or if you get my neighbors activated and expect me to lay back and take it… 

Maybe I am really just a big sweetheart going through a huge identity crisis because I have someone who told me I was all these wonderful things that I am trying to prove to myself I am and things that truly make my heart sing. 

These are things I really want to do. I think my best friend wants to also. 

Who knows. Maybe this is the life we’re meant to live. Imagine a life where we can spend all of our lives helping people and getting paid then driving  off and selling my art?! 

Bringing my bug whenever possible or leaving him with his dad other times. 

It could be amazing.